C h e r i s h

2011-06-03T23:21:00.002+08:00

thehomerecordings.tumblr.com seee you on the other side

2011-06-03T14:00:00.002+08:00

why cant I wake up everyday and read the daily prophet instead of the boring old straits times? I'll give the WORLD to study at hogwarts, seriously. Then you'll see my memorising things like how to make the perfect poly juice potion instead of nonsense like how ROCKS are formed. and maybe when someone bumps into me in the supermarket I can whip out my wand, and use the crucio spell on him/her hehe. I wish. On a side note, the last installment of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows is coming out in julyyyyyyyyy!!!! cant wait, cant wait at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok anyway, its friday the fifth day into the june hols, the first week is about to be over, and I not-so-proudly wish to announce that I have not touched a SINGLE piece of work at all. This is so bad. I'm going away the week after next which means no work is going to be done, and the last week is completely burned up with going back to school and what not. SO, this can only mean one thing. I need to finish everything by next week. so screwed. It doesnt help that I had math tuition yesterday and I dont understand a SINGLE thing at all. sigh, I just need to do well and make this two years fly by. Oh well, I just woke up not too long ago, shall go get myself some food and HOPEFULLY do some work today.

Just A Note

2011-06-01T20:17:00.002+08:00

1. I realised long bus rides can be somewhat therapeutic. With a good playlist that is

2. absolutely breathtaking, have been dreaming about this place a lot recently. I'll give the world to go back.

3. cereal has been my supper snack these few nights, which is very very bad. I need to stop

4. pretty lights.

5. Bake me this and I will smother you in hugs and kisses.

2011-06-01T15:54:00.003+08:00

I'm bored, oh so very bored. In fact bored is a pretty gross understatement of the state of mind that I am actually in right now. I'm so incredibly extrememly bored I think I might cry. But there is no reason for me to be bored of course, I have 500 pages worth of history summer notes to read, but obviously I have conveniently "forgotten" about that one. so yes, as I ventured into being extremely bored (ie. laying in bed and just staring up at the ceiling) I couldnt help being all pensive and I couldnt stop thinking. and thinking and thinking. about everything in life, about everything thats been going on as of late. about how I've been struggling so much in school and how no one seems to understand. its as if everyone offers to hear you out, but no one really knows how it actually hurts, how it actually feels. you try to let them in, but somehow there's still this imaginary line which keeps them out. Do you know how that feels? to feel completely isolated? to feel completely left out? to feel as if no one is able to reach out to you? Their words ring foreign in your ears, you try to take comfort in them but it just doesnt seem to work. Maybe its the hearts way of making sure only the genuine ones get through, but I dont know, I've never felt so alone.

"Now I stand before you with my heart in my hands, I'm asking you to take me just the way that I am."

2011-06-01T12:02:00.001+08:00

Breakfast now sounds like a good plan. Oh how I love the holidays, its 12 and I'm eating my breakfast (-:

DECISIONS

2011-05-31T10:29:00.003+08:00

booooooo, I cant decide if I should go to school or not. This is where it starts to sound absurd because we dont have a choice on whether we wanna go to school or not but you see, I dont really give a damn. I HATE SCHOOL. oh th teenage angst and our "problems".

Matters of the heart

2011-05-31T10:02:00.002+08:00

So true.

THINK RAINBOWS

2011-05-30T00:52:00.001+08:00

As of now, this shall be my plan. 2nd day into the holidays, this fever still wont go and I havent been productive as of yet. please-oh-please I pray I wont be saying this come 26 June.

low-lifers should burn in hell

2011-05-28T18:29:00.003+08:00

If you didnt see it with your own eyes dont make it up with your small brain and spread it with your big mouth.

2011-05-28T18:12:00.005+08:00

I needed an outlet, so I'm back here to write again. Its my musings and may get dreary at times, so if you're reading you may have to bear with me, it is an undeniable fact that I get very boring. haha. well thennnn, its time to get started.

"cause when the whole world turns their back against you, I want you to know that I wont"